Monday, July 26, 2010

i miss u



Is been a long time,
since we haven't talked.
and i really miss u baby
i wish i could have u here next to me.
i wonder how long we gone keep
being like this.
u know how hard it is.
but i love you Ayin,
and i can't wait to see u.
baby i miss you,
and when the memories of you are in my mind,
i sit down and think of you.
and sometimes i just can't help it and cry.
baby i miss you,
these tears of sadness are so painfull and hard.
don't know how can i take it,
is cuz of the love I'm feeling for u baby.
baby i miss you,
because ur so perfect and fine
i just can't get you outta my mind
I've been waiting to tell u all of this time,
that i love you Ayin.
baby i miss you,
and i can't wait to see you baby girl,
hug u and kiss you....
baby i miss you...

baby, i miss u so much. i cant describe how much i miss u, how much i need u now. bubu rendu sgt2. :'( maaf lame da x post blog. kekurangan idea. heheh. bubu mintak maaf sgt nan baby sbb salu sgt marah2 baby xtentu pasal. entah la knp skg da mula ase nak marah2. ssh da nak control. bubu cuba sekuat daya bubu untuk buang sikap buruk ni. bubu mintak maaf ye syg. xsabar nak jumpa baby. nak peluk baby, nak pegang tgn baby, nak kiss baby, nak say 'i love u sayang'. nak sgt. bubu mok kawen nan baby! mok ade anak nan baby! :) xsabar sgt2! sumpah bahagia sgt2 dgn baby. baby mmg yg terbaik utk bubu. beza sgt dgn ex2 bubu sblm ni,beza dgn mana2 gurl yg bubu pnh knl. u r so special. :) i need u until my last breath. i loves u forever n always. n now i miss u so much. AKU CINTA KAU NURAIN AHMAD!

Friday, July 16, 2010

wish list :p

wish list untuk baby ;)

1- jangan tinggalkan bubu
2- jangan kecewakan bubu
3- berubah jadi yg lebih baik utk kita
4- jangan degil-degil
5- kurangkan cakap merapu, mengarut
6- pegang pada sumpah dan janji kita
7- hanya ada bubu sampai mati dihati baby
8- mau kawen nan baby! hahaha. :p

ini jek yg ingat. hahaha. ade lagi ni. xpe 16hb msh pnjg. :)
nt bubu akan bg yg baru.
hahah.
i love u so much syg!!
bubu cinta sayang baby sorg je sgt2 sampai bila2!
i need u more than i need myself.
i miss u sygg.
u n me forever n ever.
hope dpt la tunaikan utk bubu. :)
thanks a lot for everything.

16th JULY

tepat jam 12 tgh malam. aku dapat call dari kekaseh hati aku,baby. :) baby wish ''happy bufday bubu!''. then baby nyanyi lagu happy bufday utk aku. comel sgt. :) terasa mcm kecik2 dlu plak. hahaha. aku mintak baby rekodkan utk aku satu. hahah. xkira aku nak jgk! hahaha. thanks sygg. i love u! harini genap usia aku 19tahun. muda lagi aku ni. hahaha. jarak umo aku nan baby beza sgt. cinta itu mmg buta kan? cinta xkenal usia. :) tapi aku ttp mampu jaga baby sebaik mngkin. walau umo aku baru 19tahun tapi aku bukan budak oke?? jgn skli2 pggl aku budak. atau sepak mau? hahah. selama aku 19tahun hidup da mcm2 pengalaman aku, rase mcm da hidup 50tahun dah. dari mula aku menyusu, pergi ke tadika 2hari menanges (hahaha, wat malu jek), masok ke sekolah rendah, sekolah menengah dan sampai skg. mcm2 dah aku lalui. mcm2 dah halangan dan rintangan aku lalui. halangan dan cabaran mengdewasakan kita. xsemesti umo baru 19tahun tapi xmatang, xsemestinya umo da 20an matang kan?? banyak je yg aku jmpe umo da 20an tapi perangai wat aku tergelak jek. tapi xapelah itu diorang punya pasal lah yg penting aku dgn hidup aku, aku xkacau sape2 pon. :)

aku bahagia sgt skg sbb sambut hari lahir aku dgn org yg aku cinta sgt2, org yg aku syg sgt2. walaupun kami jauh, tapi ttp rase dekat je. thanks a lot syg. :) aku xmintak ape2 pun utk hari lahir aku. mcm certain org, mcm2 demand nak hadiah. psp nak 5, ps2 nak 4. hahah. mcm2. aku xperlu semua tu. cukup skg hadiah yg paling xternilai bagi aku ialah hadirnye seorang bidadari dalam hidup aku, NURAIN AHMAD. tu lah hadiah yg paling berharga, bermakna utk aku. cuma dia yg mampu bahagiakan aku. dia milik aku dan aku milik dia. apa harapan aku sempena hari lahir aku, aku harap umo aku panjang dan ape yg miliki skg, kekal sampai mati. kekal selamanya hanya satu iaitu ALLAH SWT. aku berharap jgk yg dapat perbaiki hubungan aku dgn baby jdi yg lebih baik. aku cinta,sayang,rindu NURAIN AHMAD sampai mati. SELAMAT HARI LAHIR MOHD HANIF BIN RAMLI.

Sunday, July 11, 2010

i am sorry



I am sorry that I made you cry,
It hurts me so bad that I want to die.
In you I have found a love that is true,
And my heart is filled with love for you.
I am sorry that I have hurt you and you are in pain,
But without you, my life will not be the same.
As I sit here writing this to you,
I am crying, thinking how much I was a fool.
I love you so much and I am sorry that we got into a fight,
I just wish that I could have made it up to you on that night,
I don?t want to break up and I wish we didn?t have this fight,
I just wish that this were so,
I never have loved anyone else as much as I loved you,
I thought that you should know.
I am sorry whatever should I do?
I want to take the time and apologize to you.
You fill my heart with joy, and you make my life complete,
Everytime you come around me my heart skips a beat.
I leave my phone on and I lye by it every night,
Just in case you call me if you feel something is not right.
Every night I think of you as I lye in the dark,
And I close my eyes and I see you holding on to me with your head against my heart.
Before I go and put this poem to an end,
I want to say I am sorry and it will never happen again.

Baby, I am sorry we fought
And I love you so much
Please forgive me


baby, bubu taw bubu byk buat slh kt baby.
tp bubu btl2 xmaksudkannya.
xterniat pon kt hati nak buat baby menagis, terluka.
bubu syg baby, bubu cinta baby sgt2 selamanya.
even besar mana kita gaduh, perasaan bubu xpernah berubah pada baby.
bubu caye yg baby xkan pernah tinggalkan bubu walau pe pun jadi.
bubu caye baby xkan pernah maksudkan ape yg baby ckpkan time baby marah.
bubu phm baby syg..
i loves u so much forever n always.
no matter what happen, i'll always be with u sygg. :)
baby cpt2 baik ye syg pening tu, mkn ubat jgn lupa. :)
i loves u.
i miss u.
i need u.
i want u.
forever n always.



Saturday, July 10, 2010

just kiss me





your the one



I love you more than anything,
But that you already know.
And when your in my arms,
I never want to let go.

This smile on my face,
Yeah its because of you.
You always make me laugh,
And thats why I love you.

How much you mean to me,
You can times it by a lot.
But thats not even half of it,
I will never love you not.

I like it when you kiss me,
Then I know I'm alive.
And when you say you love me,
It helps me survive.

I like how your protective of me,
I think your cute when your upset.
I've made a lot of mistakes in my life,
But meeting you I don't regret.

I couldn't be happier,
Knowing I have some that cares.
I'm glad that were together,
I like how your always there.

I can count on you for anything,
There isn't ever a cost.
Then the minute that I hear your voice,
I no longer feel lost.

Baby your amazing,
And I hope that you can see,
That I love you dearly.
And you mean the world to me.

As long as were together,
That's all that matters to me.
It may not be forever,
But that's alright with me.

Just knowing I had my chance with you,
Is more than enough for me.
Just know that no matter what,
I hope it's eternity.

And one last thing before I go,
No matter how hard I try.
I won't ever forget you,
I will love you til the day I die.



your the one NURAIN AHMAD.
I LOVES U SO MUCH!

go spain!! go!!!



kali ni spain pasti juara! haha!
kemenangan pertama spain untuk piala dunia!
yeahh!!!
aku nak bet dengan yus, dia nak bagi sebulan gaji dia law spain mng.
haritu dia da kalah rm300 bet germany.
hahaha.
law aku menag dapat la aku gaji dia rm2500!
hahaha
boleh pegi miri! :D

Friday, July 9, 2010

hari ini 9hb :)

harini 9hb. apa ada dgn 9hb???? hahaha. harini da genap 3bulan aku nan my baby kenal. :) mmg kami tiap2 bulan smbut sme2. walau jauh dapat jek sambut sme2. dah banyak benda da kami lalui bersama. macam macam. kalau 3 bulan dlu 9hb aku tgh pasang pelan macam mana nak ngorat baby, tapi skg aku da dapat baby. wahhhhh sgt2 lah seronok. :D kenal 3 bulan couple baru 2 bulan 2 minggu 4 hari?? biasalah mukadimah kan :P msti perkenalkan diri dlu, ayat2 power dlu. hahaha. macam2 benda best da kami lalui mase proses nak knl. text2 aku bagi dkt baby pon masih disimpan. cuma aku jek yg xade. sbb fon aku sakit dlu jadi abes text2 baby hilang. :( xpela aku masih ingat lagi ape text2 baby dlu. smlm pon dok cite sal mula2 kenal. haha. kelakar jek ble diingatkan balik. xpela setiap orang akan ada kenangan masing2. :)

nurain ahmad, aku cinta kau sangat selamanya.
cuma kau dihati aku sampai mati.
I LOVES YOU

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

kerja kerjaan

haiihhhh. asyik mengeluh je aku ni. haha. da nak wat cmne ag, asyik kena kerja je malam. tgh malam ni ada reperenting (swap line maxis) kat 3 site, site sula(bukit sulai), site plnd(bukit pelindung), site ktum(kompleks terumtum).. sume site horror ni. hahaha. bhye la sket. mulut kena jaga, mata kena liar, mulut kena terkumat kamit (bkn bce ayat AL QURAN, tp bce txt baby bg, hahaha) huh, gila. plan mlm ni, aku nan yus naik bukit pelindung, zaha nan zaki naik kompleks terumtum. lps siap kat 2 site tu, kami sume naik bukit sulai plak. sepatutnye berdasarkan pengalaman org lame, klu nak naik site2 horror ni atleast kena ada teman smpai 4 org. tapi ni da xcukup org. cuma ada 2 team jek, 1 team 2 org. balik mesti pagi lah pnye. duit da la xde ni, company dok push2 sruh kerja, duet xbgi. haiyaa mau makan pun susah. kerja jela, nanti kena reject ssh plak nanti. mintak2 jauh la benda buruk. baby doa2 la bubu selamat ye :) i love u baby.
amin....

nak x??





baby nk x??
nk yg mna?
ni je yg ade.
yg celcom tu bubu carikan nt mcm mna oke.
nnt bubu pos skli dgn baju t oke??
loves u! :)

webbie :)











ini lah aku nan chenta aku.
kami baru lps wc, snap2.
hahaha comel sgt baby. :)
happy sgt2.
even kita jauh tapi masih dpt snap sma2 kan syg?
even jauh hati kita salu dekat bersama. :)
i love u so much syg!!
mmuuuuuaaaahhhhhhh~~
i want u, u ,u ,u ,u ,u forever n always!
cinta

you are the one - elliott yamin

Sometimes i sit and i wonder
And i just can't seem to believe
What a blessing it's been to be loved
You're an angel sent to me

You're the star who lights up my sky
You're the one who made me see
That you don't need wings to fly
Your love has set me free

Cause you are the one who makes me whole
In my heart and in my soul
And just like the sun you showed me the light
I'm amazed and you're the reason why

Before you i was so blind
I didn't know which path to choose
You poured all of this love in my heart
And now there's no way that I can lose

And when i have no faith in myself
You're the one who makes me strong
I wouldn't have a story to tell
Or an ending to my song

Cause you are the one who makes me whole
In my heart and in my soul
And just like the sun you showed me the light
I'm amazed and you're the reason why

Oooohh you're the reason why
Oh ooooooooh

You are the one who makes me whole
In my heart and in my soul
Just like the sun you showed me the light
I'm amazed and you're the reason why

Cause you are the one who makes me whole
In my heart and in my soul
Just like the sun you showed me the light
I'm amazed and you're the reason why

You are the one who makes me whole
In my heart and in my soul
And just like the sun you showed me the light
I'm amazed and you're the reason why





you are the one syg and the only one forever and ever.
thats my promise for u.
i love u so much and i miss u.
bubu cinta baby. :)

Sunday, July 4, 2010

makan dan kerja

makan? xperlula kot kan. harini da sehari aku xmakan ape minum pon x. boleh jek hidup. boleh post blog lagi. hmm esok da isnin. mcm mana la dgn kerja aku, bila la dapat kontrak. payment pon xdpt lg. ingt mggu lps da dpt. dpt jgk aku belikan ssuatu untuk baby. hrp2 la minggu dpn. da macam2 berita baik da dgr tapi habuk pon xde. byk benda nak beli ni tertangguh jek. call boss lame xangkat, text pon xbls. mintak advance nk makan pon xdpt. bila kita berkasar baru la nk berbunyi. haih xpaham la aku. org melayu, berjanji bukan main, cerita itu ini projek juta juta tapi habuk pon xde. MELAYU MUDAH LUPA. hmm. org maxis ckp selagi payment xdpt, kontrak xdpt jgn keje. jdi mgkin esok xkeje la kot. hmm nth la. tggu jela calling dri patner aku.

my princess :)





mms from her : i loves u so much! only u. forever n always.

bubu taw baby xkan kecewakan bubu. baby salu buat bubu tersnyum dgn mcm2 'muslihat'. baby pandai amek hati bubu. baby taat sgt2 dgn bubu. dgr ckp bubu. baby segala nya bagi bubu. i loves u so much! forever n ever! sampai mati! pls elakkan buat ape yg terang,jelas bwk mslh utk hbgn kita. pls sygg.

you are my everything

When we first fell in love
I thought that nothing could compare
To the magical romance
That you and I had come to share.

But as time passed, feelings deepened,
And our closeness grew
The romance turned into
A real and lasting love with you.

You care for me in all the ways
I want and need so much.
I’ve felt your warmth and tenderness
With every word and touch.

I know I can depend on you
For support and honesty,
That patient understanding
That you always give to me.

There’s a special kind of happiness
That only love can bring,
And I’ve found that happiness with you...
You are my everything.


september band - jangan tinggalkan aku

Mungkin aku terlalu menyayangimu
Semua yang ada padamu

Karena kamu membuaku berarti

Hinggaku tak dapat menjauh


Dalam setiap langkahku
Kuingin kau disini
Hingga akhir usiaku kau tetap
Menjadi yang terbaik untuk diriku

Reff:
Aku takut engkau tinggalkan diriku
Mencoba mencari cinta
Selain cinta yang kuberikan

Aku takut engkau patahkan hatiku
Membuatku semakin terluka
Dan tak akan pernah termaafkan





-_- i need u.

romance - kuingin kamu

Demi semua yang aku jalani bersamamu
Kuingin engkau jadi milikku
kuingin kau disampingku

Tanpa dirimu ku hanya manusia tanpa cinta
Dan hanya dirimu yang bisa
Membawa surga dalam hatiku

Ku ingin engkau menjadi milikku
Aku akan mencintaimu
Menjagamu selama hidupku
Dan aku kan berjanji
Hanya kaulah yang kusayangi
Ku akan setia disini
Menemani…

Sentuhanmu
Bagaikan tangan sang dewi cinta
Yang berhiaskan bunga asmara
Dan membuatku tak kuasa

Di setiap arung gerak
Tersimpan di hati kecilku
Bahawa dirimu terindah untukku

Selama ku masih bisa bertahan
Selama ku masih bisa bernafas
Selama Tuhan masih mengijinkan
Kuingin selalu menjagamu

Selama ku masih bisa bertahan
Selama ku masih bisa bernafas




i love u so much nurain ahmad. i need u for all my life.

d'masiv - merindukanmu

Saat aku tertawa diatas semua
Saat aku menangisi kesedihanku

Aku ingin engkau selalu ada
Aku ingin engkau aku kenang

Reff:
Selama aku masih bisa bernafas
Masih sanggup berjalan kukan slalu memujamu
Meski ku tak tahu lagi engkau ada dimana
Dengarkanlah aku kumerindukanmu

Saat aku mencoba merubah segalanya
Saat aku meratapi kekalahanku

Aku ingin engkau selalu ada
Aku ingin engkau aku kenang

Back to reff~~

hmm. i miss u so much. :"(

bintang



my cat. :) nama dia bintang. nama bintang tp jantan. hahaha. tu mak aku punye kerja la. terlalu terikut sgt dgn cerita indon kt astro prima tu. haih. dia sgtlah pandai. pandai merajuk,mogok,mrh,sedey sume mcm aku. tdi dia dtg kt aku, mcm phm je aku tgh sedey. dtg dok guling2 dpn aku, buat2 mengada. adoiii xpadan nan jantan. dia nak hiburkan aku la kot. hmm. dia pon phm aku tgh sedey. -_- tersenyum jgkla aku tgk dia. kelakar jek dia tu. betul la org tua2 ckp, kucing phm kita. tu la indahnye ciptaan tuhan. :)

bosan??

hmm.. :''( akhirnye kan? maaf kalau aku ni membosankan. PEDIH.

hello :)

hello blogger n hello sweetheart nurain ahmad! :)
nama aku anep. stay kat kuantan. umo aku muda lagi. :) tu jela, mls nk taip. aku baru lagi kt blog ni, kire beginner la. byk kne blaja lg ni dri sifu aku merangkap wife aku iaitu nurain ahmad. hehehe. :D xbyk idea ni, kepala tgh blur. xpe nnt aku post byk2 biar xlarat nk baca. hahaha.



*baby thx a lot ajar bubu wt blog ni. nt bubu post byk2 psal baby oke? hehe.. i loves u so much! mmmuuuaaaahhhxx!!